Dec 11, 2005 23:11
Ok earlier I said I was feeling wierd....well I still am and I think I am figuring it out.Ok have you ever tried so hard not to start liking sumbody....like your trying to protect yourself from getting hurt or sumthin.I think I am trying to do that right now.Like I am not alowed to like this person....not in that way.It makes me feel wierd that I might have more feelings for sumbody than I should.I think I am like that with 2 people right now.I am not suppose to like any of them 1.Cause it would be just wrong and 2.I dont want to hurt myself by starting to like sumbody that I know it would never work out with.Gah....why is life so complicated?It needs to you know get a little easier b4 my brain just explodes!I hate myself right now....well thats my rambling.Love you guys.
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