lIFE iS gOOD
Lets see... Passed my written test, and took my practical yesterday. I will either have my license in a week, or have to retake the test. I really hope I get my license.
In the 48 hour film festival, we got runner up (cause we were late). My make-up came out great. I work best with no sleep I guess. And I'm going to meet with someone about doing make-up for a feature. Nothing fancy, they have an s/fx artist already, so I would just be doing the pretty. But it is a paid gig. Look at me getting all good.
ast night Teresa did me up as a zombie, and we went to "McMullins" and had a zombie good time. Nobody could recognize me, and being in full costume like that is so fun. I think I tried to do 'thriller', but I suck at dancing, so I'm sure it was just funny. Around midnight Jeremy got there and Teresa left, so I let him peel my face off. The latex at that point felt so good to rip off since it was sooooo itchy. It looked entirely disgusting, and I think poor lil paul almost puked ever time he looked at me. I love playing dress up.
I did see someone I extremely dislike last night. I tried to apologize, but that didn't work out, but I didn't really care about her. I realize I haven't gotten upset, I haven't really cried, anything major since the break-up. I'm so angry at him, but I keep it all in. My mania is getting out of control. I can feel it. It's like I'm watching myself go crazy and I can't seem to stop it. My mood swings are getting worse and worse, and than I crash. He is supposed to be dropping off my medication at Margo's, hopefully he does. I really need it. I really don't need to be going insane on the new friends I've got. He makes me crazy though, and I do feel better without him.
In the 48 hour film festival, we got runner up (cause we were late). My make-up came out great. I work best with no sleep I guess. And I'm going to meet with someone about doing make-up for a feature. Nothing fancy, they have an s/fx artist already, so I would just be doing the pretty. But it is a paid gig. Look at me getting all good.
ast night Teresa did me up as a zombie, and we went to "McMullins" and had a zombie good time. Nobody could recognize me, and being in full costume like that is so fun. I think I tried to do 'thriller', but I suck at dancing, so I'm sure it was just funny. Around midnight Jeremy got there and Teresa left, so I let him peel my face off. The latex at that point felt so good to rip off since it was sooooo itchy. It looked entirely disgusting, and I think poor lil paul almost puked ever time he looked at me. I love playing dress up.
I did see someone I extremely dislike last night. I tried to apologize, but that didn't work out, but I didn't really care about her. I realize I haven't gotten upset, I haven't really cried, anything major since the break-up. I'm so angry at him, but I keep it all in. My mania is getting out of control. I can feel it. It's like I'm watching myself go crazy and I can't seem to stop it. My mood swings are getting worse and worse, and than I crash. He is supposed to be dropping off my medication at Margo's, hopefully he does. I really need it. I really don't need to be going insane on the new friends I've got. He makes me crazy though, and I do feel better without him.