bURN iN hELL
I'm exhausted. Work is a little more exhausting when it's the only secure thing from keeping you and your family from homelessness. I feel like one false move and everything is over. It's probably because I haven't been eating much cause I can't afford it, and life has become only about surviving, and sleeping hasn't been my top priority. Most people don't understand or just don't remember. They make up excuses as to why not remember. Bottom line is all this is bullshit, and hopefully there will be gold at the end of the rainbow. I just have to keep my mind off of everything, and everything will end up okay. I'm so tired of being put in this position. I just want security for my small family. I'm sure government is to blame somewhere in all of this, but most of all dirty underhanded mother*uckers. It makes me believe that no one is good, but then I realize I was just around the wrong people and then my day goes by easier. I hope that those envolved rott in hell, and those that tried to help live full and wonderful lives. Fired five days before christmas is the worst thing you could do to someone that has been loyal to you for five years, no matter what was said or what kind of attitude there was it is no excuse to do something as rotten as this to someone. And those involved will get theirs when they stand at the gates of heaven and only hell is there to greet them.