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The worst thing that could possibly happen has happened.
I visited my in laws today. It was a normal day. I talked with my sister and mother in law. I said goodbye to my father in law while teasing him that he was stuck with me. He laughed and said goodbye.
I got back to Jacksonville and my sister called. She said that they had taken my FIL to the hospital. He had been sitting on the couch when he grabbed his chest and screamed. They took him in.
Through the course of the night it has gotten worse, and they are giving him a 5% chance of making it through. I have contacted the Red Cross to tell my husband what is happening.
My husband and his father are so, so close. They have been best friends all of Joshuas life. In fact, when Joshua was here he said to me "if anything happened to my dad I dont know what I would do. I dont think I could make it". If anything does happen to him, my husband will be devastated. I mean, I dont know if he could cope. My FIL is the most wonderful person in the world ...
My sister is going to call me soon. All I can do is sit here and wait and hope, no PRAY for the best. Please pray, pray pray pray. God has a plan, I know this, but maybe his plan is to make this just be a wake up call and thats all.
Im sitting here feeling so helpless. I am an hour and a half away, and I dont know wheter to stay or to go. Most of me just wants to go back, but I dont know what I would do if I went. But I cant just sit here and do nothing. I think I am going to go back, Ill wait a bit for Traci to call. Im hoping for a miracle, that they will call and say, no everything is okay. But I should go. Im going to go.
This is awful. I dont know what to do.
I visited my in laws today. It was a normal day. I talked with my sister and mother in law. I said goodbye to my father in law while teasing him that he was stuck with me. He laughed and said goodbye.
I got back to Jacksonville and my sister called. She said that they had taken my FIL to the hospital. He had been sitting on the couch when he grabbed his chest and screamed. They took him in.
Through the course of the night it has gotten worse, and they are giving him a 5% chance of making it through. I have contacted the Red Cross to tell my husband what is happening.
My husband and his father are so, so close. They have been best friends all of Joshuas life. In fact, when Joshua was here he said to me "if anything happened to my dad I dont know what I would do. I dont think I could make it". If anything does happen to him, my husband will be devastated. I mean, I dont know if he could cope. My FIL is the most wonderful person in the world ...
My sister is going to call me soon. All I can do is sit here and wait and hope, no PRAY for the best. Please pray, pray pray pray. God has a plan, I know this, but maybe his plan is to make this just be a wake up call and thats all.
Im sitting here feeling so helpless. I am an hour and a half away, and I dont know wheter to stay or to go. Most of me just wants to go back, but I dont know what I would do if I went. But I cant just sit here and do nothing. I think I am going to go back, Ill wait a bit for Traci to call. Im hoping for a miracle, that they will call and say, no everything is okay. But I should go. Im going to go.
This is awful. I dont know what to do.