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probably shouldnt be telling you this but no matter what you do to me, I'm still here ... for some crazy reason I'll stick around through the bad times & the fights .. I'll make up excuses for why you didn't call, why you never cared I'll keep coming back for more even when you push me away. I think I'm just staying around so that 1 day when I finally do leave for good, you'll look back & say wow, that girl really did love me... it doesnt matter how many times you break my heart.. you seem to always be able to put the pieces back together.. Just when you think things can't get any worse... they do. But I've learned that life is like hour glass sand. Sooner or later, everything hits rock bottom, but all {{you have to do is be patient and wait for someone to turn everything around... and I already want someone to help me turn things around.. but theres to great of a friendship at risk and I cannot lose him...}} its not that I miss being your girlfriend.. its that I miss being in your life. the ONLY one in your life. a qreat love is when you shed tears yet you still care for him... when he iqnores you, you still long for him... you treated me like I was your world, like there was no one else but me.. and now that it's over and done, you still look at me the same way, so that must mean something. {{People say what's the point in liking someone who doesn't like you back, and they are right, there is no point. but you can't help who you like, it's not up to you, your heart just kinda decides for you. And there's no turning back once your heart makes up it's mind}} its not always an easy road. Because life will throw you curve balls, people change, people grow and sad things happen sometimes. I think that the greatest loves are those that have overcome obstacles because they have withstood those things that life can throw at them... but its funny how when i start caring, you stop caring, and once i stop caring, you start..actually its not quite funny, its painful.. you can never be fully hers cuz youll always have a piece of me in your heart.. Im so confused.. I mean have you ever been in love.. been in love so bad you'd do anything to make them understand have you ever had someone steal your heart away you'd give anything to make them feel the same have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart but you don't know what to say and you don't know where to start... but if you hold back you`r fellings cause you`re afraid of getting hurt, you wind up getting hurt anyway... and nobodys perfect.. theyre just perfect for eachother.. Growing up sucks..and not all kisses are magic, and most boys do not live up to your expectations. But there are those times when everything, I mean love, romance, relationships...it all falls together perfectly, and its incredible...it's those moments, no matter how depressingly few and far between that make growing up worth it and it'll be okay.. I just wanna be that girl he's scared to lose... the one where he cant walk away from knowing shes mad at him, the one who cant.. fall asleep without her voice being the last one he hears - the one he wouldnt know what to do without.. all i want is ONE guy to prove that they aren`t ALL the same and I thought I found one.. but everything still hurts.. and the sad part is, that no matter what goes on this year, when you come running back to me again, you know that I'll be here... You don't get to choose, you just fall...And you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time... And you know that you love them so much... Except sometimes, they drive you completely insane and no one can explain it... And the reason it's so confusing is because it's love. But, if love didn't have any challenges, what would be the point? love can tear you apart, it can kill you, but if you're lucky enough, itll put you back together... so heres to teenage romance & never knowing why it hurts like hell..