Oct 18, 2004 23:58
basically, school is the boringest shit ever this year. its just one big routine, day in and day out. YA, its eventful, but not in a good way. my life has completely geared towards adding more shit to my college apps, and for what? i probably wont even get into any of my top schools, not because i dont qualify, but basically there are a hella a lot more people out there who have been preparing for college since the day they could poop in their diapers.
and i think that i wont be going to canyon homecoming.
the LA one is more important. and 2 homecomings? ya, my budget of 5 dollars cant cover that. i guess it would be fun, but what ever. theres always next year.
anyway, i wanna start hanging out with LA girls more often. now that im not tied down with work.
im such an insomniac to-night, and this hasnt happened on a school night in a while. seriously, ever since the zero period cycle has become part of my system, my body just shuts down at about 10 o'clock. i could be standing, but i will be asleep.
and im only up because i've seen too much of the hospital this year. and NOT for volunteering purposes.
my mom's there right now. nothing too serious, shes got like all sorts of tests and stuff, and needs to be on this medication, but, ya, its not fun to have both parents have health problems.
i couldnt agree more with my good friend megan wilkerson, the rain does wash away and make things fresh, kinda like cleaning the palette off, and starting all over.
take care. dont get washed away in the rain.