This might become even messier... My personal life is a chaos, and my feelings are making me so confused that I hardly know if I like to sleep or not! (And I LOVE to sleep!) I am so scared that I'm falling... :S

I like happy music, or hard and fast music ^^ It's okay that the singer scrams as long as it's still good and is not getting too much

Lyrics are important to me. And so are rhythm and there has to be a melody.

I do not like when the singer growls.

Even if you can hear what hi/she is singing I usually don't like it.

Though 6 awakening are good ( Read more... )

//Speeding Cars//Imogen Heap//None of us were Angels and you know I Love you//

My name is Emelie and I’m 18 years old. My birthday is in April and I’m adopted and came to Sweden when I was five month. I live in Sweden, in a town called Ornskoldsvik. My interests are music, training, dance and spending time with friends. I’m a social person who can ( Read more... )

Since I woke up till now, EVERYTHING have been totally wrong... And I'm starting to blame my bracelet... I have this small silver chain with a clower on for luck... Today I put it on and now every bad thing is happening to me... I've even lost my key to the apartment!!! :( That's going to cost me at least 1000 kroner, around 120 US Dollar... Fuck ( Read more... )

I'm so ridiculous! I don't dare calling you because I am afraid of what I might ask you, and what you might answer... I know I promised that I would call you but ( Read more... )

I'm listening to Lars Winnerbäck, a Swedish melancholy troubadour, and feel slightly ill. I wonder if I've eaten something bad or if it's just that my mind is so messed up that my stomach's becoming it too. I should eat better and train more. But right now, I just feel for hiding and sleeping. Somehow I miss A. I want him too feel good, and be ( Read more... )

This holiday was pretty good. Some things sucked and some things was really nice =) I was back in my hometown for a few days. I needed to shop some things and a friend gave me a ride, so I thought 'Why not?' and went.

Thursday: Spent one hour in the car with Christian and directly after he dropped me of I went to the cinema with a friend and watched ( Read more... )

I haven't left my bed today... And I have not eaten anything. My mum's complaining a lot but I just ignore her. I'm so sick and tired of it all today... Longing for the day I'm out of here... But it's just about 10 days left now.

My name is Emmy.

I am a very impulsive girl who recently turned 18 (and became of age according to Swedish law) so I've done some freaky (and sometimes very very unintelligent) stuff in my life.
Recently I've... pierced six new holes in my body (totally 9 now), bought a longboard, lived over a month in voluntarily celibacy, turned down (no less than ( Read more... )