Apr 28, 2004 19:01
okie tay well.. its wed. and i have no computer... well i do .. but it has no internet ... :( but its ok .. i am at the station i didnt go to skool today i had to go get my dress fitted.. jus 2 short days till the wedding... wow.. and we have sooo much to do ... its really stressing and i cant help with like ne thing... ugh.... but oh well... ne ways .. i am sad.. jon mmoved out of his house.. i ahvent seen him in a while and i have a feeling i am not gonna see hi for a while.. which is even sadder... and beth i think is grounded.. cause i havent ehard from her since sunday .. but i dunno ..
i hope she is comin to the wedding.. hopefully ... it should be fun
my dress is really pretty well i think sooo .. but yea...
i am bored and really really hungry and we need to go home.. ahah... yea... chels is a retarded dork . she called and wouldnt shut up i kinda hung up on her and she called back and said nuh uh not if i hang up on you 1st. and hung up .. that was retarded.. but we all have those moments.. ahah..
blue crush is on the tv. i like this movie.. and when it first came out i was like ew ... bunch of scrauny girls in bikinis.. nasty
hah
but of course it turned out to be decent
"stop being such a lil barbie "
haha
well ne ways .. i dunno i am juss in a wierd mood... i miss jon alot but he is making some really really stupid choices lately ... i dunno .. he doesnt think at all...
but its ok ..
the art institute of tampa called me and they really really want me .. and i have a interview on may 12. wow.. i was like holy crap .. a college actually wants me . like a really good one too ... i cant believe it .. i dont really want to move to tampa alone.. but i guess i will do what i have to do
hopefully jon will go too.. but if i can get a grant or a scholarship then there is nooo way i can pas that up ..
cause i have been thinkin
i really want ot do sumpthin with my life and that is the best way to start .. i have to move away and get out.. of this smal minded county .. i will never ever amount to anything if i stay here... i want to have money to provide for a kid and ii want to have really nice stuff adn dress really nice and have a kick ass house and i will never have ne of that if i stay in liveoak and work at some half ass stor... soo yea.. i dunno .. ne ways..
im goin ... okie tay
asta la bye bye