hay .. wow long time no writy
hay everyone ... wow it has been soo long since i have really written .. well it is way late. and my ass should be in bed but i got occupied by another community .(see bottom of post) but yea..
life has been ok lately .. i think daddy still hates me .. but i think he will get over ot and realize i am growin up .. not 14.. soo yea.. but ne ways.. i amm sooo sick i coughed up blood like 4 times today .. :( thts sad.. that hurt.. haha .. but othere than thast i am in a great mood.. i slept all day today till 2:45 .. that was a long napp... haha.. so now im not tired and i duno.. but my real one player juss turned off for no reason.. haha no it didnt .. its juss a quiet song.. wow .. way too much nyquil.. haha.. but yea... my baby(jonathan) is soo sick .. he is worse then me ... man i gotta go to skool tommorow.. daddy fixed my tempo but since its the only vehicle that works around here.. they have to use it .. but ti think i might be able to use it .. buti dunno.. i hope soo .. ye a... then maybe i can get outta this town .. and / or have a cigarette while i am driving some where .. haha i havent had a cigarette in like 3 days .. * my eye is twitching for no aparent reason* haha wow .. but yea... i need some nicotene.. haha .. you know whats funny. ..everyone is like smoking is bad for you , it kills you but hey i dont care im goin to die any ways .. and i dont wann live to be old and senile.. i wanna have fun .. and i dunno .. but yea thats why i smoke.. so i dont live to be 80.. that kinda sad when u think bout it .. but oh well ..
wow saturday is valentines day wow.. man this time alst year was the worst with me and jonathan .. it was really really sad.. i have to do something with him on saturday .. dang i wann cry juss thinkin bout it.. :( but now everything is sooo much better!! everytime me and him fight about something we juss fall back on our love which is like way great and all of a sudden we quit fightin and everything is better caseu we are together.. which i luv that... no matter how bad things get between me and him .. we always make up .. and thats the fun part;) hehe...
but yea wow i am all ramblin on and on and on .. haha .. i am kinda delerious.. but ne ways .. i need to go to sleep but i am afraid if i do then ill juss lay there and not fall asleep .. hmm oh well .. ok well i am really gonna go ...
you should all go and check these communities out!!!!
A HUGE THANX TO BETH MY WONDERFULLY TALENTED SISSY .. FOR WORKIN HER ASS OFF ON THIS LAYOUT!!!
okie well i am goin ..
life has been ok lately .. i think daddy still hates me .. but i think he will get over ot and realize i am growin up .. not 14.. soo yea.. but ne ways.. i amm sooo sick i coughed up blood like 4 times today .. :( thts sad.. that hurt.. haha .. but othere than thast i am in a great mood.. i slept all day today till 2:45 .. that was a long napp... haha.. so now im not tired and i duno.. but my real one player juss turned off for no reason.. haha no it didnt .. its juss a quiet song.. wow .. way too much nyquil.. haha.. but yea... my baby(jonathan) is soo sick .. he is worse then me ... man i gotta go to skool tommorow.. daddy fixed my tempo but since its the only vehicle that works around here.. they have to use it .. but ti think i might be able to use it .. buti dunno.. i hope soo .. ye a... then maybe i can get outta this town .. and / or have a cigarette while i am driving some where .. haha i havent had a cigarette in like 3 days .. * my eye is twitching for no aparent reason* haha wow .. but yea... i need some nicotene.. haha .. you know whats funny. ..everyone is like smoking is bad for you , it kills you but hey i dont care im goin to die any ways .. and i dont wann live to be old and senile.. i wanna have fun .. and i dunno .. but yea thats why i smoke.. so i dont live to be 80.. that kinda sad when u think bout it .. but oh well ..
wow saturday is valentines day wow.. man this time alst year was the worst with me and jonathan .. it was really really sad.. i have to do something with him on saturday .. dang i wann cry juss thinkin bout it.. :( but now everything is sooo much better!! everytime me and him fight about something we juss fall back on our love which is like way great and all of a sudden we quit fightin and everything is better caseu we are together.. which i luv that... no matter how bad things get between me and him .. we always make up .. and thats the fun part;) hehe...
but yea wow i am all ramblin on and on and on .. haha .. i am kinda delerious.. but ne ways .. i need to go to sleep but i am afraid if i do then ill juss lay there and not fall asleep .. hmm oh well .. ok well i am really gonna go ...
you should all go and check these communities out!!!!
A HUGE THANX TO BETH MY WONDERFULLY TALENTED SISSY .. FOR WORKIN HER ASS OFF ON THIS LAYOUT!!!
okie well i am goin ..