혼술
I got so tired today of literally doing nothing (seriously, having too little work is just as bad as having too much work) that I went outside (!!) which I never do in this time of pandemic (except my weekly grocery shopping trips) just to buy a bottle of wine.
Because OH MY FUCKING GOD I'm exhausted. This week has been going for a month.
Anyway, I finished that bottle which hasn't happened to me in a long time now, i can't even remember the last time I was able to drink a fucking bottle of wine all by myself. Probably when I was 25, lmao.
While I was drinking (혼술! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ) I decided to watch the new bangtan series, whatever it's called, but unfortunately the last episode hasn't been uploaded yet =(
But anyway, among everything else there was some footage from the Paris concert, the one I went to, and I even teared up a little at that! Not because I recognized it, I think if it wasn't for the caption I wouldn't have, but the fact itself!.. There it is, that moment, those moments when I actually existed in the more or less same universe as them.
(Idk why they feel so alien to me. It's probably the scale. Nothing like the European artists I used to listen to, in the small clubs where there's practically no distance between you and them, and also the fact that there's you and other 300 people who know them, and that's it.)
The last time I felt like this was when they released their Helsinki winter package xD
But actually no, the Helsinki stuff tops everything, it tops any stadium concert.
Seeing their footage in Helsinki and Suomenlinna was like having them doing photoshoots in my backyard. I never felt so close to Bangtan, ever. Even in the Stade de France.
Because OH MY FUCKING GOD I'm exhausted. This week has been going for a month.
Anyway, I finished that bottle which hasn't happened to me in a long time now, i can't even remember the last time I was able to drink a fucking bottle of wine all by myself. Probably when I was 25, lmao.
While I was drinking (혼술! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ) I decided to watch the new bangtan series, whatever it's called, but unfortunately the last episode hasn't been uploaded yet =(
But anyway, among everything else there was some footage from the Paris concert, the one I went to, and I even teared up a little at that! Not because I recognized it, I think if it wasn't for the caption I wouldn't have, but the fact itself!.. There it is, that moment, those moments when I actually existed in the more or less same universe as them.
(Idk why they feel so alien to me. It's probably the scale. Nothing like the European artists I used to listen to, in the small clubs where there's practically no distance between you and them, and also the fact that there's you and other 300 people who know them, and that's it.)
The last time I felt like this was when they released their Helsinki winter package xD
But actually no, the Helsinki stuff tops everything, it tops any stadium concert.
Seeing their footage in Helsinki and Suomenlinna was like having them doing photoshoots in my backyard. I never felt so close to Bangtan, ever. Even in the Stade de France.