SuPeR sEpTeMbEr (or should i say sucky? i dont know anymore)
16 DAYS TILL OCTOBER 6TH, MY BORTHDQAY FOR ALL THOSE WHO DIDNT KNOW I EXPECT SOME PHONE CALLS!!!!!!!!! THE BIG 18 LOL
It has been a long time since I have written. Not that any one cares or else there probably would be a comment somewhere. Looking back on what I wrote I realize that things are great with Brian. The other day we were talking and he said the sweetest thing kinda. " I've only slept with two people in my life and its going to stay that way forever." i look at him, he blushes " maybe not forever but for a very long time,... maybe forever" and a week before that i felt that he was trying to say something. when he was talking about all the people he said i love you to and that he still means it but hedoesnt know becase thats a hard question. and yunno he said those who i meant it to i still mean it. and yuno he didnt mean it with natalie he says. i dont know i guess it doesnt matter. its just nice to let ppl in on whats going on.
been sober for a while now and havent had sex in a week its killing me i miss his body. but soon i will have it again, yes i will.
chris still likes me and so does nate. fuck those fuckers. nate has a job now and is gonna buy me things. anyways. i miss all of my live journal friends i only talk to one regularly you know who you are i talked to you today for 1hr and 45min atleast mooohahahaha. we gotzta be getting togetha soon yo. anyways yah. i should be going
I NEED A NEW INTERNET PERSON BESIDES GAY AOL!!!!
It has been a long time since I have written. Not that any one cares or else there probably would be a comment somewhere. Looking back on what I wrote I realize that things are great with Brian. The other day we were talking and he said the sweetest thing kinda. " I've only slept with two people in my life and its going to stay that way forever." i look at him, he blushes " maybe not forever but for a very long time,... maybe forever" and a week before that i felt that he was trying to say something. when he was talking about all the people he said i love you to and that he still means it but hedoesnt know becase thats a hard question. and yunno he said those who i meant it to i still mean it. and yuno he didnt mean it with natalie he says. i dont know i guess it doesnt matter. its just nice to let ppl in on whats going on.
been sober for a while now and havent had sex in a week its killing me i miss his body. but soon i will have it again, yes i will.
chris still likes me and so does nate. fuck those fuckers. nate has a job now and is gonna buy me things. anyways. i miss all of my live journal friends i only talk to one regularly you know who you are i talked to you today for 1hr and 45min atleast mooohahahaha. we gotzta be getting togetha soon yo. anyways yah. i should be going
I NEED A NEW INTERNET PERSON BESIDES GAY AOL!!!!