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well lets see. what has been going on with alissa. hmmm, i dunno. Been hanging out with Babribo (Brian) lately ofcourse. and well it has been nice. i hope that he calls me tonight when he gets off work but i think he will be too tired. I need to get a freakin job. All i have been feeling lately besides my favorite feelings of love and lust is that my life is wasting away and that i will never amount to anything. I need to go to clover park tech. to see if i can still get into that cosmotology class in fall. but i dont know. i mean i know that i really want to do it but if i am not going to have trasportation, and well money for the gas and all. my dad says that he doesnt know if hell be able to get a car fixed up for me by fall and well. i dont know. its jsut so confusing and i need to getr this figured out. i was thinking that brian could possibly be my transportation if we are together by then. but welll if my school is in lakewood and his work will be in port orchard that would be too much gas for us to afford. i need to get this figured out in time to register but i know that i cant rely on other ppl when in comes to my future. i dont know ugh, this sucks if anyone wants to helkp me figuret hings out you know how to get at me if i value your opinion atall