JeAlOuS JuNe!
well. yah. i spent the night with brian even though i claim to hate him. its because i still have feelings for him. and no the night we spent together didnt fuck up alot of the things i had been thinking or anything like that. i dont know what it did to me. i do know that i hate this keyboard and i should get a new one. i also know that the brian thing made my rethink nate. although i still havent come to a conclusion with that issue. im sick of him being by fuckbuddy and us never fucking. i also hate that i am not enough for him. i dont know what to do. Even if for some odd reason i was to get back with brian there are so many people who would hate me for it and think i am an idiot for thinking that it could work out. plus my parents hate him hes not even really aloud over here because he broke my heart which i think is stupid. its my life and if i want him around whether its to work things out with him or to be his friend i still should be able to make that decision for myself. ill write later