God I feel like so much....
...SHIT!!! I can't believe I'm doing this to Elyse...she doesn't deserve that. She deserves to at least know WHY I'm being a bitch to her. Well...at the advice of a friend, I made a list of all the things I do and do not miss about Arturo..and...that whole thing. Lol. It was a dumb thing to do, but I guess it made me feel better. *sigh* I don't especially feel like showing what I'm thinking to the whole 2 people that possibly read my journal so I'll put it in a private entry. I don't even wanna know what I'm thinking right now. lol.
--Alissa
--Alissa