Its just those rainy days spend a lifetime tryin to wash em away.........

Sep 28, 2004 17:07

Hey its been awhile! Alot has happened. Rowan party with the girls was a complete success. It was ridiculous and we got away with it so far. We had an awesome time and met alot of awesome people. We partied it up and it was sooo much fun.
School has been kinda blahhh. First football game on saturday and my parents went away so of course I had a party. A good amount of people came about 12-15 and we played some beer pong it was fun. Untill my parents come home the next day and inform me a bottle of rum was stolen from the cabinet. yEaaaa I was just like shit! I took sooo many precausions to get away with it everything went fine me and dana made sure we cleaned everything up and some asshole steals a bottle of rum from my parents. We all know who it is bc there is no other possible person it could be because I saw everyone else leave except for Nick Ferman. And Earlier that night Nick was admiring the bottle asking if he could take it and wouldnt give it back but i got it n put it away. And all the other people saw him do that too and i like hugged everyone else n 2 stayed over so I know it definately wasnt them, he definately did it. And everyone knows it. Hes such an asshole n a scumbag who comes n straight up steals from someone who opened their house to you and n let you drink their beer like really? And to make it worse he tried to say I blamed it on Dana. WTF?!?! If anything he blamed everyone else that was there when me and lauren confronted him at his work so why does he have to go start shit. And Dana got all pissed off at me. Whatever my parents are being actually pretty cool about the whole situation they were originally mad but they were like we hope u learned a lesson n i didnt get grounded n they werent all dissapointed in me n like made it hard to be home or any of that junk which i suspected.And me and Dana worked that out, And believe me My revenge will be saught bc Nick will get an ass beating by either my cousin or a very good friend of mine.
*Anyways, I really was pleased with my body project its sooo nice I presented to day thats fun i enjoy talking about myself.
*Dan and me talked last night that was nice we cleared up some misconceptions and im glad. We were never really tight but id like to still be able to consider eachother friends ya know?
*Tommorow after school im doin the best friends phots with,norilene,laur,k-madden,jam,dana,christina,joey v., and kelly! m excited about that
*Just as suspected I havent seen or talked to the bishop eustace peeps in awhile. Its that whole different school thing that makes it hard. Maybe when the year settles down we will regroup lol.
*I feel so stressed out about school like for some reason i feel like i have so much to do and i dont even know where to start.
Lately I have been feeling like really out of the loop and just like im missing out on something. I suddenly like want a boyfriend. Even though deep down i know its not what I need right now I can't help it I see all the couples and I remember being in a relationship last year during school and its just safe and comfortable. A part of me really wants what I had before back. Oh well I dunno My emotions are always doing their own thing and im always like a rollarcaoster with these things. It may not appear it bc I keep it pretty well tame but im always all over the place.
*Senior trip payment this week! Thats exciting. Homecoming ballads were out. Senior kick off dance is coming soon. All these fun senior things ahh I can't wait.
*I might be going to Boston next weekend for the Head Of The Charles Race!!! WOOHOO im soo excited! Its a big deal I came in 5th out of 12 for erge scores which is pretty hott since alot of them were like split seconds away from the next soo we'll see!
Oh yea one other note Dana told me today Brian defended me to her when she told him about the Nick thing he was like "Alison would never do that" and that he was asking how I was and said he wasnt invited prolly bc I hate him. I dont hate him. I am really dissapointed in his actions and how he thinks its ok to treat people the way he did that night. I dont see me ferthering a friendship with someone like that outside of school again bc if u let me down once its hard to get it back expecially when its a situation like that. But I appreciate that he defended me and as a person I still care about him as a friend n I wouldnt want anything to happen to him and I have no problem just being friendly or civil or whatever you wanna call it in school.
So this was long and I'll try to update more frequently its hard tho! CoMmEnt IF YOU LOVE ME! DO IT BITCHES! haha

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