It only hurts when Im breathing...........
UGH! I have to rant right now bc im so mad n i have to get this off my chest even tho i might regret writing this later. Mirandas was alot of fun after Joe left. But I was told he asked Miranda if she would cheat on Ryan with him!!!!!! R U FUCKING KIDDING ME! Miranda is a good friend of mine that is a fucking boundary u do not cross not to mention she has a bf! Ryan who was sorta friendly with joe! WE hung out with them as a couple when we were together I mean it makes me wonder in the back of his head did he want her then or was he just like in need for a girl that night that he asks a good friend of mine to cheat on her boyfriend he is sooo fucking stupid n i hate seeing him i havent had nething to do with him in soooo long n i planned to keep it that way n now that i saw him again i fucking get these angry feelings of hatred towards him! WHAT A DUMBASS FAT MESS OF A PRICK! And I loveeeeeeeeee How Monique kept bringing up alyssa u should call her joe n see if she wants to do the 4 of us tonight n hes like later n she goes why n he like didnt think i saw but he was refering to me being there. WHATEVER thats why i put brians call on silent because i didnt want to be rude while we were all talking around a table. AND I AM SOO OVER JOE but these things just piss me off so much Ive moved on to such bigger and better things but I hate him sooo unbeliveably much I cant believe he would do something like that! Miranda shouldnt have told me I would have rather not known. Honestly I never want to see him again he makes me sick to my stomache, I asked ppl there did he look like that when I was with him n they said yes...honestly what was I attracted to I guess love truely is blind n now that im not blinded by love I can see him for the most disgusting person he truely is...eww god. He was my BIGGEST MISTAKE EVERRRRRRRR! I would take back so much if I could because he had a pretty big portion of my life. Oh n no matter how nice the new car the prick got it wont matter bc nothing can make him look better. So as lauren says "be the bigger person...well its gonna be hard to be bigger than him" haha I love my friends!
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