Dec 18, 2006 05:24
Everything bums me out nowa days!
I don't want to be all... booo woooo... I hate life.
I have nothing to complain about. I have no reason to be so damn sad all the time...
So why am I?... I can't shake it. Then the littlest things make me... that much sadder.
Zoloft treats depression AND social anxiety.. BINGO!
I dunno, some days I feel like I should really atleast look into seeing a doctor about my anxiety.
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Fuck, sex causes the release endorphins....
Endorphins make you happy.
I need a boyfriend or girlfriend... so I can get laid... and have sex on a regular basis.
Well, I guess it's ORGASMS... that cause the release of endorphins.
So I need to get motivation to masturbate MORE...
or buy a vibrating dildo, clit kisser, and anal beads...
and then just never leave my house so I can masturbate all the time.
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Oh, and speaking of sex. I have the sex drive of a male... I think it gets me in trouble. Well, even though I have the sex drive of a male, I just don't act on my urges.
I just think about sex 24/7... watch porn at least once a day.
Another reason why... I need a boyfriend or girlfriend to DO ME all the damn time.