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ever so sweet
damian came down again this weekend. =] it was...absolutely wonderful. he's absolutely wonderful. <3 i can't describe it, because nothing i could say would do it or him any kind of justice.
we went shopping at the broward mall on saturday and damn, that boy can spend money. one word: suit. ______ lol
and when i left him, when i had to walk away while he was putting on his shoes from when they made him take them off for security, i cried. i did well when i physically, actually said goodbye to him, was hugging him and such [[ so not a proper goodbye ]], but then at that moment it was like: oh my god, i'm not going to see him again for two weeks at least, and this is the last time i'll see him, this is the closest i will get to him until then. he is only like twenty feet away from me, and i cannot touch him or talk to him.
now all i have are old pictures, songs, memories, and the smell of him on my pillow and the bled shirt.
i miss him already.
damian came down again this weekend. =] it was...absolutely wonderful. he's absolutely wonderful. <3 i can't describe it, because nothing i could say would do it or him any kind of justice.
we went shopping at the broward mall on saturday and damn, that boy can spend money. one word: suit. ______ lol
and when i left him, when i had to walk away while he was putting on his shoes from when they made him take them off for security, i cried. i did well when i physically, actually said goodbye to him, was hugging him and such [[ so not a proper goodbye ]], but then at that moment it was like: oh my god, i'm not going to see him again for two weeks at least, and this is the last time i'll see him, this is the closest i will get to him until then. he is only like twenty feet away from me, and i cannot touch him or talk to him.
now all i have are old pictures, songs, memories, and the smell of him on my pillow and the bled shirt.
i miss him already.