i dont know what the hell is happenin wit me:-/
god i dont even know what to do anymore...:-/ i thought i was happy and i wasnt even wit jesse nd shit and i was kinda happy and now its all goin downhill again. why cant i just be happy? fer a long time:-/
god...
well saturday my dad took me to stacis at like 530 in the mornin so i could help do her and jonies papers then we went babysittin and chilled there and fell asleep and got up and layed around and got ready and talked to joe nd jesse and a whole buncha shit went down wit staci and her stepmom:-/ but i dunno.its really gay and i feel bad fer staci. then we went to skylyns moms werk and got money and went to 711 and mcdonalds and skylyn dropped her slurpee all over this one kids white shoes lmao omg i felt so bad but it was soooo funny then we came back and got ready and shit and then we left and we just stayed at stacis house fer the rest of the day:-/ kinda boring...then before we went to bed we watched spice werld:) i guess that was the highlight of my whole day lol then went to bed and then this morning staci woke me up like really early to papers wit her but i told her i was too tired so i went back to bed and thens he woke me up and told her i couldnt go babysittin wit her:-/ so her dad took me home and i came home and smoked and then got ready er w/e and then tried callin sonja but wasnt home and shit and then called staci to see if i could come babysittin but her dad still said no ugh i was pissed the fuck off you dont even know so then i waited around and kristy came and got me and we met her sister at pizza hut and we went to the mall and i got a shirt frum hollister and sum makeup and this really funny/cute pen frum spencers:) lol its funny, it reminds me of jesse:-/ then i came home and my brother was home frum myrtle beach:) and he got me a cute ring and a cute necklace wit an alligator tooth on it:) and then i picked a shell out that he had and i made a choker outa it:) its pretty nifty and then i ate dinner and now im here doin this and i was talkin wit kla but she left lol so now ima go put my nosering back in and put sum more pics on my wall so ill write later.
god...
well saturday my dad took me to stacis at like 530 in the mornin so i could help do her and jonies papers then we went babysittin and chilled there and fell asleep and got up and layed around and got ready and talked to joe nd jesse and a whole buncha shit went down wit staci and her stepmom:-/ but i dunno.its really gay and i feel bad fer staci. then we went to skylyns moms werk and got money and went to 711 and mcdonalds and skylyn dropped her slurpee all over this one kids white shoes lmao omg i felt so bad but it was soooo funny then we came back and got ready and shit and then we left and we just stayed at stacis house fer the rest of the day:-/ kinda boring...then before we went to bed we watched spice werld:) i guess that was the highlight of my whole day lol then went to bed and then this morning staci woke me up like really early to papers wit her but i told her i was too tired so i went back to bed and thens he woke me up and told her i couldnt go babysittin wit her:-/ so her dad took me home and i came home and smoked and then got ready er w/e and then tried callin sonja but wasnt home and shit and then called staci to see if i could come babysittin but her dad still said no ugh i was pissed the fuck off you dont even know so then i waited around and kristy came and got me and we met her sister at pizza hut and we went to the mall and i got a shirt frum hollister and sum makeup and this really funny/cute pen frum spencers:) lol its funny, it reminds me of jesse:-/ then i came home and my brother was home frum myrtle beach:) and he got me a cute ring and a cute necklace wit an alligator tooth on it:) and then i picked a shell out that he had and i made a choker outa it:) its pretty nifty and then i ate dinner and now im here doin this and i was talkin wit kla but she left lol so now ima go put my nosering back in and put sum more pics on my wall so ill write later.