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You know what, fuck the office. I'm going to go out for my lunch hour and go to Playland and walk around and maybe just stare at the ocean.
I really hate it here. I just right now want to go home and curl up in a ball. I don't even know why half the time, I just lose any happiness i have when i walk in these doors.
Part of it I know is my own doing. If you don't want to be someplace, your not going to be happy there. But I'm just sick and tired of the BS that seems to flood at me when I am here. I hate sitting behind a desk and having to solve everyone's goddamn problems because they are too lazy to use their own fucken braincells!
I mean seriously, I'm afraid for this place when I leave. I'm tempted to just take a poll and see how long this company stays open before going under after I leave. I feel like I do everything here! what happens when I leave?!
And I'm also getting pissed off at the post office. They keep mailing my invoices back because the machine can't read the damn address, so it sees the return address is lower than the upper left tippy top corner, and says it's to be mailed there, and the fuckers who CARRY the mail to this location can't take the three seconds to go "Oh, this was sorted wrong" and return it to the machine for a second passthrough. no, they actually walk it all the way HERE and leave it HERE even though there is a sticker on it that says TO: *insert address here* that is not even the same STATE that I'm in.
Someone save me, please.
I really hate it here. I just right now want to go home and curl up in a ball. I don't even know why half the time, I just lose any happiness i have when i walk in these doors.
Part of it I know is my own doing. If you don't want to be someplace, your not going to be happy there. But I'm just sick and tired of the BS that seems to flood at me when I am here. I hate sitting behind a desk and having to solve everyone's goddamn problems because they are too lazy to use their own fucken braincells!
I mean seriously, I'm afraid for this place when I leave. I'm tempted to just take a poll and see how long this company stays open before going under after I leave. I feel like I do everything here! what happens when I leave?!
And I'm also getting pissed off at the post office. They keep mailing my invoices back because the machine can't read the damn address, so it sees the return address is lower than the upper left tippy top corner, and says it's to be mailed there, and the fuckers who CARRY the mail to this location can't take the three seconds to go "Oh, this was sorted wrong" and return it to the machine for a second passthrough. no, they actually walk it all the way HERE and leave it HERE even though there is a sticker on it that says TO: *insert address here* that is not even the same STATE that I'm in.
Someone save me, please.