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what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger :)
okay so like i don't even know what's going on. im like so confused. but not too sure about what. ugh it's like i talk to one guy and like. i am like . falling and then i talk to another and the other one doesn't matter anymore. i don't know .. it's making feel un comfortable. but i guess only i can stop it .. right? or not . i don't know. man i can tell you i felt proud of myself tonight. giving someone advice. i learn from the best, like therese marie, haha, and beverly maria. it's like what they tell me. i don't really . use until . i stop think about it twice, and then it comes into play. i love it too. but i gave someone advice tonight. and i really think i made a difference and if anyone feels the way i do when that happens, you knwo it's an amazing feeling [: and that's for sure. i mean come on im not stopping my self anymore im not holding back, if i have feelings im going to let them out. and people tell me im BRAVE for it. oh you are brave for telling him you like him, no, it has nothing to do with being brave, it has to do with, knowing your priorities, and knowing what you need to tell people. what if the guy that is totally in love with me and im totally in love with him. what if i don't tell him and then something happens to either him or i the next day, i'll never knwo what could have been. i don't want to live wishing i would have done this. i want live knowing i did do it. and knowing that i don't regret anything in my life. and i'll never once regret something if it caused me at some point to smile. :) yah know ? so yeah. just like a great example beginning of the year this year i got in this fight with my bestfriend(S) and it sucked like a bunch it was in december and they talked about me and turns out it was just one bestfriend it was a group of us, so i had to say goodbye to that group of friends and soon enough i started hanging out with others and became more popular and things and then on the last day of school, we made up, me and my two bestfriends, and it was like the greatest thing that has like ever happened to me :] not really but okay, but anyways, but i was thinking , if that one fight didn't happen i wouldn't be where i am right now i wouldn't have half the friends i do. if my dad wasn't in the military chances are you wouldn't be reading this right now. so i mean. things do happen for a reason and when things do happen the reason it is happening is THERE just you can't see until you stop and think about it. and im doing that now, so again i say, don't let lifes troubles bring you down. get out there and have a life that you won't regret :) .
commmmment please :)
okay so like i don't even know what's going on. im like so confused. but not too sure about what. ugh it's like i talk to one guy and like. i am like . falling and then i talk to another and the other one doesn't matter anymore. i don't know .. it's making feel un comfortable. but i guess only i can stop it .. right? or not . i don't know. man i can tell you i felt proud of myself tonight. giving someone advice. i learn from the best, like therese marie, haha, and beverly maria. it's like what they tell me. i don't really . use until . i stop think about it twice, and then it comes into play. i love it too. but i gave someone advice tonight. and i really think i made a difference and if anyone feels the way i do when that happens, you knwo it's an amazing feeling [: and that's for sure. i mean come on im not stopping my self anymore im not holding back, if i have feelings im going to let them out. and people tell me im BRAVE for it. oh you are brave for telling him you like him, no, it has nothing to do with being brave, it has to do with, knowing your priorities, and knowing what you need to tell people. what if the guy that is totally in love with me and im totally in love with him. what if i don't tell him and then something happens to either him or i the next day, i'll never knwo what could have been. i don't want to live wishing i would have done this. i want live knowing i did do it. and knowing that i don't regret anything in my life. and i'll never once regret something if it caused me at some point to smile. :) yah know ? so yeah. just like a great example beginning of the year this year i got in this fight with my bestfriend(S) and it sucked like a bunch it was in december and they talked about me and turns out it was just one bestfriend it was a group of us, so i had to say goodbye to that group of friends and soon enough i started hanging out with others and became more popular and things and then on the last day of school, we made up, me and my two bestfriends, and it was like the greatest thing that has like ever happened to me :] not really but okay, but anyways, but i was thinking , if that one fight didn't happen i wouldn't be where i am right now i wouldn't have half the friends i do. if my dad wasn't in the military chances are you wouldn't be reading this right now. so i mean. things do happen for a reason and when things do happen the reason it is happening is THERE just you can't see until you stop and think about it. and im doing that now, so again i say, don't let lifes troubles bring you down. get out there and have a life that you won't regret :) .
commmmment please :)