blah
I think that I'm getting over T.I think this a good thing but it's kinda sad too. I don't want to hurt our friendship if he dosen't return them- it gets too complicated and unpleasant otherwise. Guys are so hard to read!
Plus I think he is not going to be here-so it would be easier if we weren't a couple. Then we'd have no problem with the whole long distance thing.
I went over to chat I didn't even get butterflies or worried about how I looked-that is a first in a long time. That doesn't mean that I'm not going to wear a cute outfit(any suggestions?) and a push-up bra on Saturday for the occasion, but still- I at least feeling better about this whole crazy thing.
It's so funny- he's such a gamer! It's really funny- I was just standing outside of his door eavesdropping and everything they said revolved around video games. And also for those who don't know he spends more time on his hair than I do.
I would rather meet someone like Lord Peter or Mr. Knightly, but that isn't too realistic.So for now I'm stuck on T.
He's so sweet though- not too tall but taller than me, blah blah blah- I'm sure you've all heard stuff like this before.
I know I sound like a happy singleton but I would like to have a boyfriend-it's that time of year where it gets nice to cuddle.
It feels so good to write/type in my journal again! It was hard not being able to over the summer and then forgetting to when I got back.
Also I'm feeling really good about my body lately. This is a break through. Lord, it's taken me how many years? That's not to say that I'm comfortable in it, but it's progress. God, just the fact that I'm wearing a push-up on a regular basis is amazing.
WooHoo- almost time for belly dancing!!! I really look forward to that- I would have to say it's one of the high points in my week. The song that we're dancing to is really fun. I'm not sure of the Turkish title but we've nicknamed it 'the Kiss-Kiss song'.
So today things are going pretty well-besides the fact that my computer is possessed!I swear- that's the best way to describe it. It's really random- my speakers pick-up a really bad music station- bad 80's music. I wouldn't mind if it was good 80's music but it plays all the really bad songs- songs that shouldn't have been written in the first place. Earlier I couldn't get my speakers to work. I even missed the 80's station.I was really desperate to listen to something even really bad 80's music.
Plus I think he is not going to be here-so it would be easier if we weren't a couple. Then we'd have no problem with the whole long distance thing.
I went over to chat I didn't even get butterflies or worried about how I looked-that is a first in a long time. That doesn't mean that I'm not going to wear a cute outfit(any suggestions?) and a push-up bra on Saturday for the occasion, but still- I at least feeling better about this whole crazy thing.
It's so funny- he's such a gamer! It's really funny- I was just standing outside of his door eavesdropping and everything they said revolved around video games. And also for those who don't know he spends more time on his hair than I do.
I would rather meet someone like Lord Peter or Mr. Knightly, but that isn't too realistic.So for now I'm stuck on T.
He's so sweet though- not too tall but taller than me, blah blah blah- I'm sure you've all heard stuff like this before.
I know I sound like a happy singleton but I would like to have a boyfriend-it's that time of year where it gets nice to cuddle.
It feels so good to write/type in my journal again! It was hard not being able to over the summer and then forgetting to when I got back.
Also I'm feeling really good about my body lately. This is a break through. Lord, it's taken me how many years? That's not to say that I'm comfortable in it, but it's progress. God, just the fact that I'm wearing a push-up on a regular basis is amazing.
WooHoo- almost time for belly dancing!!! I really look forward to that- I would have to say it's one of the high points in my week. The song that we're dancing to is really fun. I'm not sure of the Turkish title but we've nicknamed it 'the Kiss-Kiss song'.
So today things are going pretty well-besides the fact that my computer is possessed!I swear- that's the best way to describe it. It's really random- my speakers pick-up a really bad music station- bad 80's music. I wouldn't mind if it was good 80's music but it plays all the really bad songs- songs that shouldn't have been written in the first place. Earlier I couldn't get my speakers to work. I even missed the 80's station.I was really desperate to listen to something even really bad 80's music.