1st saturday of vacation

May 10, 2003 21:16

How pathetic is this- it's Saturday noght and what have I done? Been out with my parents. Not that anything is wrong with that but really. At the table next to us there were 2 couples on a double date. It sounded like they were having a really boring time but you know. I really want someone my age to do things with. And it would be a bonus if they could be of the opposite sex. I know it's unrational but I feel so alone. I want to know people here!!!!!! I don't want to drive 5 hours to see people my age who know me. How am IO going to survive this summer. In addition it's totally rotten that no one I know from school live close by. The closet is 4 hours and I don't know if he would want to see me.
I feel like I can't wait for school to start again. Usually I was so glad for school to be out but now I'm dreading being home by myself the whole summer.
Help Lucy!!!!
If you have any ideas for me I'll be a sponge! I just want to meet people who are the same age group and in the same city. I don't even know where to look here for people like that.
This is silly but I'm going to a wedding at the end of the month and it would have been great to go with a date. If not to the wedding than at least to the reception.
I was thinkiing that I could go to the university downtown - but then it's a commuter school and like all colleges will be out for the summer. Coffie shops? But then I 1) need to find out where people go and 2) have something to do there instead of just spending an arm and a leg for a coffie that is too overpriced.
I wish I was back in A2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There was so much to do there even in the summer. What did I do when I was there? Sulk and say there was nothing to do. But there was!! It WAS a place designed to have fun things for everyone.
But here? For a town that is known for Prozac(sp?) there are few people who look happy (or attractive for that matter).
I just feel like bitching!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why have cute things to wear and look good when there is no one to see them?
Besides anyone who lives in the city is a rich baby-bommer and not likly to have kids.
I guess I will stop wallowing in self pity-besides it should only be a temporary thing. Right?
Previous post Next post
Up