Final's week
I want this week to be over so badly! All I want to do now is go to Greece and Italy. Tomorrow is the last class day and I get my exam for Greek-too bad it'll take until Friday to finish. On one hand it's nice but I really feel like I don't know anything. It was easier studying for the regular weekly exams because only a few chapters were covered and I feel more comfortable with more of the material. But now, I feel as if I'm already doomed to fail and this is what my GPA will be made up of! AHHHHHH.
Can you tell I'm freaking out? I just spend all afternoon (from about 1:30-5:30) looking over the vocab. and the chapters and I don't feel like I understand anything past the first 20 chapters. This is a bad sign especially since the exam is through chapter 36.
I'm also feeling terrible because I know that I've been neglecting my friends and that I won't see some of them until fall '05. I do want to do things with them, but I feel like I need to study. I wish there was a medium that I could reach between both. I don't think there will and when I'm done with exams I'm leaving. I can't even go see V. in dance alloy this weekend b/c I'm totally broke, as in I can't spend any money b/c of Greece and Italy.
My room is getting really depressing too. All the posters and pictures are down and the white walls look so blank and cold. My room is a mess (I don't have clothes on the floor and I can still see my carpet, but it is messy for me.) and it's adding to my stress and the only reason is that I'm half packing half studying so I'm not doing anything all the way. Aesthetically it's throwing me out of whack- I'll have to straighten up before starting my exam or I'll get so distracted.
At least tomorrow my work study is taking the student workers out to lunch and then later that night Rose and I will do something fun and then go to midnight breakfast. That should be fun and then Thursday I get to sleep in for the first time all semester (excluding weekends and vacations)!
I'm just in a blah mood right now. I do want to study but I don't want to do any more of it. Damn I hate when that happens and I have to.
(Whine)
Can you tell I'm freaking out? I just spend all afternoon (from about 1:30-5:30) looking over the vocab. and the chapters and I don't feel like I understand anything past the first 20 chapters. This is a bad sign especially since the exam is through chapter 36.
I'm also feeling terrible because I know that I've been neglecting my friends and that I won't see some of them until fall '05. I do want to do things with them, but I feel like I need to study. I wish there was a medium that I could reach between both. I don't think there will and when I'm done with exams I'm leaving. I can't even go see V. in dance alloy this weekend b/c I'm totally broke, as in I can't spend any money b/c of Greece and Italy.
My room is getting really depressing too. All the posters and pictures are down and the white walls look so blank and cold. My room is a mess (I don't have clothes on the floor and I can still see my carpet, but it is messy for me.) and it's adding to my stress and the only reason is that I'm half packing half studying so I'm not doing anything all the way. Aesthetically it's throwing me out of whack- I'll have to straighten up before starting my exam or I'll get so distracted.
At least tomorrow my work study is taking the student workers out to lunch and then later that night Rose and I will do something fun and then go to midnight breakfast. That should be fun and then Thursday I get to sleep in for the first time all semester (excluding weekends and vacations)!
I'm just in a blah mood right now. I do want to study but I don't want to do any more of it. Damn I hate when that happens and I have to.
(Whine)