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You know, I talked to an old friend today. And for a long time I thought he might be the one I marry someday. I love him to death..he's sweet, good to me, I can tell him everything. Then I met Doug, and I didn't think that he would be the one I married. I knew it! And today I told my friend about him and I think I hurt him and that's the last thing I want to do..but I can't lie to him. That's the part that scares me..everyday I fall more in love with him and the scarier it gets! I want to grow old with him and have children and grandchildren! THAT IS TERRIBLE! I am 20..I'm supposed to be a whore...or at least a semi one and having fun. Well, I'm having fun...but I know who I want to spend the rest of my life with. And I'm ready to start that...that's terrible! Anyway, I know you have all heard an overkill on love struck Alison talking about Doug so I'm sorry. I had a fun weekend. I was actually a college student. Went to a party Friday night for a while, then sat went and drank beer and tailgated and then went to the game and watched IU get beat and then went to a couple more parties sat night and got pretty drunk..came home at 4:30 this morning and haven't left the apt since! Ahh...the cliche college life..it is kinda fun! After my 12:30 tomorrow I get to head home for Turkey day break and I would be more excited if I wasn't working EVERY day BUT turkey day..I kinda wanted a break but ya know... Well..I'm a sleepy girl..night all!