UGH!
Well...my brother is doing ok..he's home...looks a bit like the hunch back of notre dame minus the hunch...just the scary, mis-formed face! I've prayed and prayed that Doug leaves with the two of us on a good note and friday night was good, and then tonight came the grumpy Doug that hurt my feelings. Go figure...yeah..I cried! But, I know it's just because he's stressed about getting things ready to leave. Which brings me to the next point. Umm....Tomorrow..well today I guess I will be telling him good bye..so wish me luck! I know I know, it's not like I'm saying goodbye forever, it's 6 months and I will see him probably 2 times in that 6 months and I will get to talk to him but I don't care. This is the guy that if he called me right now..and asked me to go get married..I'd be there in 10 min....pjs and all! I'm gonna miss him somethin fierce! And there is gonna be a lot of tears shed..but thankfully, I have Kelli, who if she can't cheer me up..she will sure cry along with me so I don't look like the only baby! That's a true friend! So...I will be ok! I'm just scared...and sad! Night all..have a good day!