So 1 day left....
So I'm off to lsmsa in 1 day.Yesterday may have been the single greatest day of my life,My ponchy friends rock my socks so much more than I've ever realized!!They threw me a surprise going away party, and it being a surprise and all ofcourse I knew all about it. So it was pretty much everyone I liked from Ponchy all like 30 people (hah I know such a big #) and we swam and talked and I got presents!!WoOt!! I got this scrap book about all the good times we've had and some of my baby pics were in it, I'm crying right now just thinking about it.I guess I never really thought about how much I'm gonna miss them,I wish it didn't take me so long to realize what I had/have.But now it's time for me to start a new era in my life.I guess looking back I've learned some pretty important lessons at Ponchy.I"ve learned noone will ever be exactly who you want them to,people will almost always fear change and become cold towards you if you happen to be that change, things and people are never what they appear to be,your first kiss can come at the most unexpected time and from the most unexpected person,I does noone any good to shut someone out if they love you,you gotta learn to be you because I know it doesn't come naturally,and finally It's okay to miss people just don't let it stand in your way.I've overcome a lot to be where I am today, and I'm nowhere near where I'm gonna be.But I'll get there someday.I'll miss you all so much and I'll see you again and think about you a lot, but I gotta take this chance I'm not gonna be one of those people who will always think "what if" if I can make it there I can make it anywhere and I need that reasurance.Whether I make it or not I know I'll learn somemore of those glorious life lessons!! To all the people I'm gonna meet at LSMSA It's only a day till summer I can't wait to see what the future holds!!(This is very optimistic of me, WEIRD!!)