Suck ass day!
so i fucking hate the snow. its such an ass pain. they let us out early today...a whole 2 minutes. but what the hell...noone else fucking had school. yeah so today was officially one of the worst days all year. in like the middle of 1st block i felt like my face was on fire and shit and i felt wicked sick. then i kinda skipped culinary and did like book work shit. then at home my fucking parents are seriously doing NOTHING BUT FIGHT. well actually at the moment they arent talking but if one says one word to the other they flip out! im sick of it. my eyes are still burning. they kill. as does my face. the rest of my body is like an icicle. there were so many accidents today. one right off my street so the power was out for a while and the road was closed off. oh yeah another thing. my mom fucking told me once again that she wants to kill herself. i swear if she says that like one more time im gonna freak out. its really fuckign pissing me off. i see why my brother ran away. i wish i could do the same.
yeah so that kid. i have realized that if we are what you like to call friends, then that is what its going to be. nothing more is going to happen. and thats really upsetting me because i really liked this person and yeah. i dont feel like this all the time. actually i have never felt like this before over a damn guy. what the fuck. nothing ever fucking goes right for me. i wish that my chris lowell would fucking make all this shit go away. yeah im getting kinda pissed. talk to me later...
tonks
yeah so that kid. i have realized that if we are what you like to call friends, then that is what its going to be. nothing more is going to happen. and thats really upsetting me because i really liked this person and yeah. i dont feel like this all the time. actually i have never felt like this before over a damn guy. what the fuck. nothing ever fucking goes right for me. i wish that my chris lowell would fucking make all this shit go away. yeah im getting kinda pissed. talk to me later...
tonks