Lion is Snoring
It’s really crazy how sombodies priotities can flip around so quickly. I feel like I don’t have any kind of time for the things I used to do. Shopping for hours upon hours spending money I didn’t have to begin with. Just hanging out with friends doing absolutely nothing. I’m not complaining about not doing those things anymore. This is the life I wanted. I wanted a family and I married into a wonderful one. I’m itching for a baby but I know that at this point, and in the situation that I am in, it would be very irresponsible to have a baby. I guess it helps that I have inherited two nieces and two nephews. I have fun just doing things with them and with my sister in law’s. I feel very lucky to have found somebody that I can love so much and on top of loving him, his family has accepted me with open arms. I'm very happy. Last night we had a party for john's sister Ivy. My mom and my sister came. My sister and john were talking soo much and laughing soo much. and My mom and john's mom (sandra) were getting along soooo well. They were so loud. I was kind of worried because of the difference in cultures, not to mention my mom tends to have a big mouth that sometimes does not connect to her brain right away. It was awesome, I couldn't be happier with the outcome. It's not the first time they've met eachother but it was the first time they all really got a chance to bond and the bonding went well. I'm exhausted though. I did not spend more than ten minutes just relaxing yesterday until about 10. It was a good day though. Today, John and i are going to the movies. It's his turn to pick a movie and he chose Waiting, because he loves dane cook. We don't get many full days together any more now that he's back to working. I get weekends off but it seems like even if he's working i have enough to keep me busy. We're going to have a new neice on thursday. John's sister has a c-section appointment. Her name is going to be Jade VIctoria. I think that's a very sweet name. Her big sisters name is Jasmine. I'm excited. I still need to finish John's Halloween costume. We're going to be pirates. I just got a generic one that you buy in the package but i'm making john's. It's gonna be cooool.