Work sucks
While I'm at work, all that I can think about is school-what I should be doing, what I need to improve on, comprising to-do lists, etc.
Once I get home..ALL I WANT TO DO IS RELAX. I've been having to force myself to crawl upstairs and plop my lethargic ass in front of the computer. I seem to tire from homework REALLY fast and lack the ability to stay focused. Not so much when I'm looking at fashion blogs.
Now I'm having to pay a tutor so that I can pass my ridiculous Math class. I'm frustrated that the online Math sessions and the group instruction aren't working for me. I'm beginning to think that it's all in my psychology. Maybe if I have to pay for the tutoring sessions, I'll be more likely to force myself to study. But I have to pay back all of my school loans, so why am I not more inclined to study simply based on that? Maybe it's because Math is the devil? I don't know. But I'm beginning to get annoyed when Charly tells me how bad he is in Math, when he still managed to get all A's.
Perhaps I'm taking too many classes. I've been trying so hard to fit in my workouts, homework, making dinner every night, and still having a little time to spend with Charly along with some reading time. I can't seem to figure out what should take precedence. Do I study for school or get exercise? I hate that I have to pick and choose. If I take one class per semester, I will be in school for the rest of my life. The idea of this isn't so bad, but I don't like the idea of working at my job for that long. It would be nice to have a light at the end of the tunnel.
Once I get home..ALL I WANT TO DO IS RELAX. I've been having to force myself to crawl upstairs and plop my lethargic ass in front of the computer. I seem to tire from homework REALLY fast and lack the ability to stay focused. Not so much when I'm looking at fashion blogs.
Now I'm having to pay a tutor so that I can pass my ridiculous Math class. I'm frustrated that the online Math sessions and the group instruction aren't working for me. I'm beginning to think that it's all in my psychology. Maybe if I have to pay for the tutoring sessions, I'll be more likely to force myself to study. But I have to pay back all of my school loans, so why am I not more inclined to study simply based on that? Maybe it's because Math is the devil? I don't know. But I'm beginning to get annoyed when Charly tells me how bad he is in Math, when he still managed to get all A's.
Perhaps I'm taking too many classes. I've been trying so hard to fit in my workouts, homework, making dinner every night, and still having a little time to spend with Charly along with some reading time. I can't seem to figure out what should take precedence. Do I study for school or get exercise? I hate that I have to pick and choose. If I take one class per semester, I will be in school for the rest of my life. The idea of this isn't so bad, but I don't like the idea of working at my job for that long. It would be nice to have a light at the end of the tunnel.