my first entry in a long time

[alisenwonderlan]

ahem
my lj skills are super rusty lol but yea
i feel really old in a not good way
and sorta sad
like looking back at everything ive worked to keep alive and seeing that it somehow died along the way
responsibilities are super high this year, like my own expectations for myself are killing me
im growing up...but trying to hold on to being immature and having fun

ehh im ready for some real hybernation and yet not

i missed you guys

deja vu to listening to cold aww

I said don't go away
Turned off the lights and then you
Said please don't follow me
And you cared

You kept your feelings hidden
Like a psycho
Burned it all down
Take me with you
Won't you let me go