S.I.C.K.
What happened to our perfect love story?
I'm feeling very dead lately. I don't have fun anymore. Well I did have fun when Sarah was here a few days ago. I love her.
I had an alright day Friday, but then things got weird again. I'm missing the person I fell in love with. I feel disrespected, ugly and used, but I guess I bring it upon myself because I can't make myself leave. I want things to work out. I'm so scared that I will be forever lonely...well unhappy.
I went to the Apple store to look at Macbooks and I'm getting some amazing deals for my laptop. I haven't bought it yet though because I'm not sure of how much money I have. If things don't shape up then I'm going to move soon, but if things get better then I will probably wait and move in August. August 17 is my birthday wahoo! I'm getting a tatt fo sho, but I'm not sure which one I want first. I'm thinking maybe something on my finger or my upper back across my shoulder blades. I also might get a vertical labret piercing.
Blah I'm just babbling now...End of journal.
Love without rules...What happened to that shit?
I'm feeling very dead lately. I don't have fun anymore. Well I did have fun when Sarah was here a few days ago. I love her.
I had an alright day Friday, but then things got weird again. I'm missing the person I fell in love with. I feel disrespected, ugly and used, but I guess I bring it upon myself because I can't make myself leave. I want things to work out. I'm so scared that I will be forever lonely...well unhappy.
I went to the Apple store to look at Macbooks and I'm getting some amazing deals for my laptop. I haven't bought it yet though because I'm not sure of how much money I have. If things don't shape up then I'm going to move soon, but if things get better then I will probably wait and move in August. August 17 is my birthday wahoo! I'm getting a tatt fo sho, but I'm not sure which one I want first. I'm thinking maybe something on my finger or my upper back across my shoulder blades. I also might get a vertical labret piercing.
Blah I'm just babbling now...End of journal.
Love without rules...What happened to that shit?