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Welp.
Don't think I'm gonna be saying goodbye to my friend who's moving.
I don't really know why, but when I pick up the phone to call her...I don't want to. I'm not sure, we've been growing distant for a long, long time now, and I've never been good with long distance relationships not held up over the internet.
Then again, I'm always like this, aren't I? I'm afraid to see these connections die, and when I see the signs I don't try to pressure things into working because it might make it easier on both them and me, leaving behind good memories instead of a forced correspondence doomed to die.
It's... .Easier to let it happen? I don't know. Maybe there's something wrong with that way of thinking, but we honestly haven't gotten together for real for the past 6 months, and neither of us have made the effort to reach out, and she seems happier that way.
We had good times while it lasted, I guess. I'm not really sad, just.... resigned.
Is there something wrong with me, to think like this?
Don't think I'm gonna be saying goodbye to my friend who's moving.
I don't really know why, but when I pick up the phone to call her...I don't want to. I'm not sure, we've been growing distant for a long, long time now, and I've never been good with long distance relationships not held up over the internet.
Then again, I'm always like this, aren't I? I'm afraid to see these connections die, and when I see the signs I don't try to pressure things into working because it might make it easier on both them and me, leaving behind good memories instead of a forced correspondence doomed to die.
It's... .Easier to let it happen? I don't know. Maybe there's something wrong with that way of thinking, but we honestly haven't gotten together for real for the past 6 months, and neither of us have made the effort to reach out, and she seems happier that way.
We had good times while it lasted, I guess. I'm not really sad, just.... resigned.
Is there something wrong with me, to think like this?