so it comes down to this...
Hunter's not interested in an exclusive relationship.
I'm not going to force him into something he doesn't want, so I just have to accept that's what he wants, and evaluate what it is that I want.
I got into the relationship with him with the intention of just seeing where things would go. I wasn't expecting anything permanent, so to expect anything like that after only a month and a half would just be insane.
My life is clearly not where I was expecting it to be, nor anywhere near where I'd like it to be. I can't even say what I'll be doing with my life 6 months from now, let alone a year or more - and I don't want to be dragging anyone around with me while I try and figure things out.
So in the meantime, I'm enjoying myself with Hunter, his company, the sex, and who I am when I'm with him. So, as long as he continues to be honest and open with me, I'm okay with it.
At least for now. I did tell him I reserve the right to change my mind.
I'm not going to force him into something he doesn't want, so I just have to accept that's what he wants, and evaluate what it is that I want.
I got into the relationship with him with the intention of just seeing where things would go. I wasn't expecting anything permanent, so to expect anything like that after only a month and a half would just be insane.
My life is clearly not where I was expecting it to be, nor anywhere near where I'd like it to be. I can't even say what I'll be doing with my life 6 months from now, let alone a year or more - and I don't want to be dragging anyone around with me while I try and figure things out.
So in the meantime, I'm enjoying myself with Hunter, his company, the sex, and who I am when I'm with him. So, as long as he continues to be honest and open with me, I'm okay with it.
At least for now. I did tell him I reserve the right to change my mind.