K so the first of many updates to come lol
Yeah.. so i am completely guilty of avoiding live journal for a very long time. Some reasons are very valid, while others are mainly just because I'm lazy.
I love life right now and I'll go more into detail with the next post I do. I can't tell if it is just my attitude awakening an entire world around me I didn't already see, or a combination of very good things happening over a certain period of time.
Things with family have been atrocious, well.. on my mom's side anyway. We've kind of had a falling out, and she's pretty much disowned me.. but at this point.. I feel better about that relationship more so than the one before.. because eventually maybe it can go somewhere. right now it can really go nowhere but up heh.
Jake is wonderful. lol He's such a nerd, but he's my nerd and I love him. I never knew things could be getting better on a daily basis after being together for so long hehe
*sigh*
I promise i'll try to post more and let you in on whats going on :)
I love life right now and I'll go more into detail with the next post I do. I can't tell if it is just my attitude awakening an entire world around me I didn't already see, or a combination of very good things happening over a certain period of time.
Things with family have been atrocious, well.. on my mom's side anyway. We've kind of had a falling out, and she's pretty much disowned me.. but at this point.. I feel better about that relationship more so than the one before.. because eventually maybe it can go somewhere. right now it can really go nowhere but up heh.
Jake is wonderful. lol He's such a nerd, but he's my nerd and I love him. I never knew things could be getting better on a daily basis after being together for so long hehe
*sigh*
I promise i'll try to post more and let you in on whats going on :)