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well hello everyone! sorry its been so long i have been very sick and to lazy to let everyone know how i have been doing sorry
so heres the recap i have been in so much pain because of my endometreotis (sp) and my cysts that my friends draged my ass to the hospital....i didnt want to go at all cauz im...well....im a pussy....tehe theyput me on some fun drugs now it starts with a P i always forget but it makes me see things and i start to pet the walls and i guess i try to talk but nothing comes out or so Ry tells me lol
Ry has been so good to me and helping me out i only wish one day i can some how repay him i dont deserve him....this guy is the best for real this time noone has ever made me feel this special even when the few min in bed before we drift into that perfect place in our minds he wont let me go....awwwwwwwwwwwwwww even though he says stupid shit like girls lie...dont worry girls hes just jk he is a true prince charming and the love of my life;) lol thank you so much hun for dealing with my druged ass and for not making fun of me to much lol i cant wait to make many new memories with you...
anywho that was corny as hell i know but ooooo weeellllll i have a new roomie now and i think this one is going to stay i hope she s cool as shit and as far as i can see she is not goign to take the bull shit that latya and alisha will put her through...i hate them i can and will deal with their attittudes but some people just relly need to grow the fuck up but you know me im not going to make a stink about it just let them do what they do and know that krama will one day kick them in the ass :-D i just hope they move before i due snap cauz yall know when ali gets pissed its not pretty....which im very proud to say has not happend i thank Ry for that he keeps me calm OOOOOOOO I STOPED SMOKING! and IM OFF MY SLEEPY MEDS! you can thank Ry that as well lol i tell ya hes a good guy! but yea i did even do any 5step shit with smoking Ry told me he didnt really like it and it tasted gross....and i thought well yea its true and im to poor now so with in a day DONE! and my meds well he sleeps with me EVERY NIGHT and my thing is that i have so much on my mind that i will think about at night and i wont sleep..well now if i have something on my mind i just talk to ry about it he may be kind of sleeping but hes there to listen and thats all that matters :-Dummm its nice to not need that shit any more
well i dont know what else to say so im off to cut some hair..o i do that now too ry ell me i should make people pay like $5 but i dont care but yea im off hope yall ar have as good of as time as i am miss yall peace and love
so heres the recap i have been in so much pain because of my endometreotis (sp) and my cysts that my friends draged my ass to the hospital....i didnt want to go at all cauz im...well....im a pussy....tehe theyput me on some fun drugs now it starts with a P i always forget but it makes me see things and i start to pet the walls and i guess i try to talk but nothing comes out or so Ry tells me lol
Ry has been so good to me and helping me out i only wish one day i can some how repay him i dont deserve him....this guy is the best for real this time noone has ever made me feel this special even when the few min in bed before we drift into that perfect place in our minds he wont let me go....awwwwwwwwwwwwwww even though he says stupid shit like girls lie...dont worry girls hes just jk he is a true prince charming and the love of my life;) lol thank you so much hun for dealing with my druged ass and for not making fun of me to much lol i cant wait to make many new memories with you...
anywho that was corny as hell i know but ooooo weeellllll i have a new roomie now and i think this one is going to stay i hope she s cool as shit and as far as i can see she is not goign to take the bull shit that latya and alisha will put her through...i hate them i can and will deal with their attittudes but some people just relly need to grow the fuck up but you know me im not going to make a stink about it just let them do what they do and know that krama will one day kick them in the ass :-D i just hope they move before i due snap cauz yall know when ali gets pissed its not pretty....which im very proud to say has not happend i thank Ry for that he keeps me calm OOOOOOOO I STOPED SMOKING! and IM OFF MY SLEEPY MEDS! you can thank Ry that as well lol i tell ya hes a good guy! but yea i did even do any 5step shit with smoking Ry told me he didnt really like it and it tasted gross....and i thought well yea its true and im to poor now so with in a day DONE! and my meds well he sleeps with me EVERY NIGHT and my thing is that i have so much on my mind that i will think about at night and i wont sleep..well now if i have something on my mind i just talk to ry about it he may be kind of sleeping but hes there to listen and thats all that matters :-Dummm its nice to not need that shit any more
well i dont know what else to say so im off to cut some hair..o i do that now too ry ell me i should make people pay like $5 but i dont care but yea im off hope yall ar have as good of as time as i am miss yall peace and love