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at eighty-thirty tomorrow morning i will take my nursing boards. i almost hesitate to write this because now, whatever happens, i'll have to admit it. i can't just say i'm taking the test and then never post the results. that's shady.
i have never been so nervous in all my life. except for maybe when i was sitting in the newark airport last summmer, waiting to fly to zambia. i was pretty nervous then.
but this is different. that was a different culture and a language to learn and people to meet and get to know and nine weeks to get it right. this is just one day. one test.
and i think i'll go to bed before i start to cry.
i have never been so nervous in all my life. except for maybe when i was sitting in the newark airport last summmer, waiting to fly to zambia. i was pretty nervous then.
but this is different. that was a different culture and a language to learn and people to meet and get to know and nine weeks to get it right. this is just one day. one test.
and i think i'll go to bed before i start to cry.