This was Great
Okay. Some people, if those who don't know the situation even read this, will think I have been a total bitch to Alex and I'm being a raving one for letting him ramble and not answering him. Let me clear that Alex likes to make lots of accusations of me and, as of the last month, I've been not answering any of his emails or IMs.. and only replying on my tagboard. I'm seriously considering banning his IP from my website altogether. It would save me a lot of trouble.
Anyway. Here's the latest log. I tried to at least make smalltalk, but instead, he created a delusion involving my sanity or, as he put it, lack thereof.
Heimdallw32 [6:28 AM]: I have a question.
forsaken demise [6:28 AM]: Did I intend to freeze your computer with too many animations?
Heimdallw32 [6:28 AM]: Do you have split personality disorder?
forsaken demise [6:28 AM]: THE WORLD MAY NEVER KNOOOW
forsaken demise [6:28 AM]: BWAHAHA.
Heimdallw32 [6:28 AM]: XD
forsaken demise [6:28 AM]: They may never know that too.
Heimdallw32 [6:28 AM]: Yeah.
Heimdallw32 [6:29 AM]: It seems like you're two people, each of which is oblivious of the other.
forsaken demise [6:29 AM]: o_O
forsaken demise [6:29 AM]: You're off your rocker.
Heimdallw32 [6:29 AM]: XD
Heimdallw32 [6:30 AM]: O_o
Heimdallw32 [6:30 AM]: Er...
Heimdallw32 [6:30 AM]: how else would you explain it? O_o
Heimdallw32 [6:30 AM]: mood swings?
forsaken demise [6:30 AM]: Explain what?
Heimdallw32 [6:30 AM]: eh.
Heimdallw32 [6:31 AM]: forget it.
forsaken demise [6:31 AM]: -shrug-
Heimdallw32 [6:31 AM]: I hate this, Ali.
Heimdallw32 [6:32 AM]: I can't talk with you about this. -_-
Heimdallw32 [6:32 AM]: Eh.
Heimdallw32 [6:32 AM]: Nevermind.
forsaken demise [6:32 AM]: o-o;
forsaken demise [6:32 AM]: Kay.
Heimdallw32 [6:32 AM]: You just confuse the hell out of me is all.
Heimdallw32 [6:33 AM]: Like, right now, you seem like you want to talk to me, and are treating me as a friend, right? But, it feels like any second, any word I say could be a trigger that transforms you into...well, you know.
Heimdallw32 [6:34 AM]: So it feels like I'm walking on eggshells around you.
Heimdallw32 [6:34 AM]: It's why I don't IM you often.
Heimdallw32 [6:36 AM]: I hate feeling like I can't talk to someone who I miss talking with terribly, because she might suddenly change into someone else.
Heimdallw32 [6:36 AM]: I don't know why it's like this either.
Heimdallw32 [6:36 AM]: Wish it wasn't.
Heimdallw32 [6:43 AM]: Well, I have to get off for now. I'll see ya later.
Heimdallw32 [6:45 AM]: Take care Ali, be well.
Heimdallw32 signed off at 6:45 AM
I also created a new, less emo look for my layout. Like it? x3 I'm having fun with it. I like emo, but too much of it will affect my mood. I like the pixel effects I've put here. And the table cellpadding worked out fun, Yish. XD