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I want to be home, I want to be with my love. I want this over with. I dont want him getting frustrated or pissed over skype, I dont want him missing me anymore. I dont want to miss him anymore, either. I want to be able to sleep good again.
I leave in 2 and a half weeks, not even that long. I have a lot to get done, but I want it over with fast. It's really killing me.
I really need to get good sleep again. And stop dreaming, or remembering the dreams.
Skype's acting messed up, dropping the calls, not sending text... being away wouldnt be as bad if it cooperated. It woudl still be bead, would still miss himadn want to be with him, but it would be minus the frustration.
I need to stop being so sad. I'll be back soon. It'll be over then.
Going to go throughout old stuff of mine to stop fromthinking about how much I miss him. Or, at least this way I can get upset and cry with my door closed and no one will know >_>
<-- has a plan.
I leave in 2 and a half weeks, not even that long. I have a lot to get done, but I want it over with fast. It's really killing me.
I really need to get good sleep again. And stop dreaming, or remembering the dreams.
Skype's acting messed up, dropping the calls, not sending text... being away wouldnt be as bad if it cooperated. It woudl still be bead, would still miss himadn want to be with him, but it would be minus the frustration.
I need to stop being so sad. I'll be back soon. It'll be over then.
Going to go throughout old stuff of mine to stop fromthinking about how much I miss him. Or, at least this way I can get upset and cry with my door closed and no one will know >_>
<-- has a plan.