It's raining; it's pouring.
There's a nice thundrestorm taking place outside my window, and sets the mood for all this...
retardation, let's say, which is taking place at this time.
Who knows who to believe?
Who knows who's crazy?
Who knows if I'm a fool?
Who cares.
I do know, however, that I can not look at it from my perspective because as I have learned from the past,
my perspective is constinently wrong.
So I try to see through judgement,
To justify what makes sense,
but really, I just end up here on livejournal saying all this crap in hopes of some immediate revelation where I somehow know what to do at the right moment.
I'm confused, what can I say? Some people are good at manipulation, even when I can see it happening right before my eyes.
But I have my lovely vampire love story, and my lovely new schedule with a SPARE (YES),
so I can escape for now.
I'll be back later, with lots more anxiety and (hopefully) clearer answers to come.
retardation, let's say, which is taking place at this time.
Who knows who to believe?
Who knows who's crazy?
Who knows if I'm a fool?
Who cares.
I do know, however, that I can not look at it from my perspective because as I have learned from the past,
my perspective is constinently wrong.
So I try to see through judgement,
To justify what makes sense,
but really, I just end up here on livejournal saying all this crap in hopes of some immediate revelation where I somehow know what to do at the right moment.
I'm confused, what can I say? Some people are good at manipulation, even when I can see it happening right before my eyes.
But I have my lovely vampire love story, and my lovely new schedule with a SPARE (YES),
so I can escape for now.
I'll be back later, with lots more anxiety and (hopefully) clearer answers to come.