We gotta leave tonight or live and die this way.
He says, "Son, can you play me a memory
I'm not really sure how it goes
But it's sad and it's sweet and I knew it complete
When I wore a younger man's clothes."
I haven't written in quite a while.
Time for an update.
The semester is almost over. Thank god. No really. This semester has nearly been my death.
I'm emo again. I don't know why, but I just feel happy about absolutely nothing. There is no light in my life. I mean I have a goal that I am working towards, but I feel like I am so behind and so out of place.
I love my friends more than words can say, but I'm afraid I'm growing apart from all of them. I need different things that what they are doing.
I need a different scene, a different crowd, a different something. I don't know, I just need something that I'm not getting. I feel left out for no good reason. I feel like my life is way behind everyone else's.
I think I just need someone to want to be with me more than anyone else. I need something deeper than a friendship, something that shakes me, moves me, means something to me.
I look around me, at this life that I have, the family I've been given, the friends I've made, my apartment, my car, my major, everything about it and I want to cry. I want to cry until I feel something better. i want to let everything go. I don't want to be here, or anywhere. I want to just fade into nothing and never face anything ever again.
I am more lonely than I ever imagined possible.
I'm not really sure how it goes
But it's sad and it's sweet and I knew it complete
When I wore a younger man's clothes."
I haven't written in quite a while.
Time for an update.
The semester is almost over. Thank god. No really. This semester has nearly been my death.
I'm emo again. I don't know why, but I just feel happy about absolutely nothing. There is no light in my life. I mean I have a goal that I am working towards, but I feel like I am so behind and so out of place.
I love my friends more than words can say, but I'm afraid I'm growing apart from all of them. I need different things that what they are doing.
I need a different scene, a different crowd, a different something. I don't know, I just need something that I'm not getting. I feel left out for no good reason. I feel like my life is way behind everyone else's.
I think I just need someone to want to be with me more than anyone else. I need something deeper than a friendship, something that shakes me, moves me, means something to me.
I look around me, at this life that I have, the family I've been given, the friends I've made, my apartment, my car, my major, everything about it and I want to cry. I want to cry until I feel something better. i want to let everything go. I don't want to be here, or anywhere. I want to just fade into nothing and never face anything ever again.
I am more lonely than I ever imagined possible.