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So I am bored today and thinkin.....The baby is back asleep if you are wondering hehe. Anyway..as I tangents as usual...I am thinkin about me and peacerat....see we don't fight often and when we do it is... well, annoying because nothing gets settled. I suppose it is because I never have the energy to finish the fight. So we had our annual on sat..yeah I think it was sat. I say annual because we bicker a lot but the actual fighting is rare..although if you ask him he will tell you different.....men. So the latest one was he is soo..well I don't wanna say lazy, but he is so non responsive and stuck in his own lil video game world. I have been trying to be betty homemaker since we got here because I have no job ..no school..basically no life. Anyway, so on Sat I was being my usual rude self when I am angry and making lil comments..he finally caught on and started cleaning and got pissy with me and low and behold the yelling started. Now I am not talking about real yelling, because that just isn't his way. Anyway as we threw accusations back and forth, I realized yet again I was just too tired to care and shouldn't have started the argument in the first place.....but I am tired of doing everything while the family gets to be lazy asses...I know I am rude. Anyway as usual nothing got solved except he cleaned that day and woke up yesterday and cleaned up...I hate feeling like the ogre and the pushy one..this should be things he does on his own without my mouth prompting it. More adeptly though, I figured things would be a lot different with him once we moved....because he was happy...but yet he still seems as distant to me as ever, even though he doesn't seem as blah. I sometimes think ..yeah it's just everyone adjusting and then on the other hand I wonder if maybe there are things going on in his head he doesn't even realize yet.....or maybe I am realizing something ...I know it doesn't make much since but I am not even sure what I am trying to say here.
On a more usual note though I read an article that stumped me this morning apparently 2 Florida teens decided to off an old homeless man...because..well because they thought it was fun...now they are up on charges. GO FIGURE! WHat the hell are parents teaching kids these days or are they even teaching them at all? I really look around and think gosh what is the world coming to now> I guess I am a firm believer int he old fashioned shit..spank your kids when they fuck up and teach them right form wrong when they are little, so it doesn't get out of control!!! BE thee for them instead of begin a selfish prick parent who goes out or their own way all the time sheesh....love your damned kids. So many parents are totally letting kids raise themselves and not there for them anymore. Or the parent buys into all this kids need freedom and to be their selves..shit they don't believe in spanking or discipline at all!! WTF is that about?? I mean listen to your kids and be there for them but don't give them control of your life and let them walk the fuck all over you...I dunno just my opinion...maybe then the school shootings and retarded murdering might decrease? Ok I think I am finished for today and got it all out..aloha!!!
On a more usual note though I read an article that stumped me this morning apparently 2 Florida teens decided to off an old homeless man...because..well because they thought it was fun...now they are up on charges. GO FIGURE! WHat the hell are parents teaching kids these days or are they even teaching them at all? I really look around and think gosh what is the world coming to now> I guess I am a firm believer int he old fashioned shit..spank your kids when they fuck up and teach them right form wrong when they are little, so it doesn't get out of control!!! BE thee for them instead of begin a selfish prick parent who goes out or their own way all the time sheesh....love your damned kids. So many parents are totally letting kids raise themselves and not there for them anymore. Or the parent buys into all this kids need freedom and to be their selves..shit they don't believe in spanking or discipline at all!! WTF is that about?? I mean listen to your kids and be there for them but don't give them control of your life and let them walk the fuck all over you...I dunno just my opinion...maybe then the school shootings and retarded murdering might decrease? Ok I think I am finished for today and got it all out..aloha!!!