wtf
ok boys r retardedthe whole cam and marrissa thing has thrown me for a loop. now people are telling me its a revenge thing for him to get back at me or to make ME jealous. welll i thought io made myself clear about how i felt i liked him like loved him i wanted to date him. he told me i was playing hard to get but thats a lie because if he wanted me all he had to do iwas ask an i was his. i talk to other guys if thats wat threw him off i hang out with brad and 'dre i love 'dre like a brother he's my hero the only tru person in my corner. i really really really liked cam. omg im like diseased like my disease repells boys i really liked him. maybe im a bad judge of character. maybe im destined to want wat i cant have but either way im screwed unless i find a second when he is'nt with her to tell him wat im writing right now to tell him everything to make a move. to not be old fashioned and have the GIRL make the move. but he is dating her and if the whole get back at me thing is not tru then im screwed and im pooring my heart out for nothing either way i have a whole lot of growing up to do in a short amount of time!!!! anyway the whole school is still sick and john decker was even wearing like a medical mask to protect himself it was funny as hell!