This girl is annoying me so much, that she actually deserves her own post. SAD.
http://community.livejournal.com/egl/12836748.html?#cutid1
I just...Christ, get the fuck out of the community already, and get yourself some fucking self-esteem help.
I used to think I was ugly, back when I had zero friends. I used to be called ugly every day. I used to be able to count every one of my ribs, and I could suck my stomach in so far that it looked like aliens had carved out my insides for experiments(I got called ugly holocaust survivor once even). My body weight was completely okay, I just was really, really fit with almost no body fat. But even under all that daily abuse, I still liked myself, even if no one else did. I could still find the good in myself.
And back then, I didn't have the internet. But I still wouldn't have been THIS FUCKING PATHETIC & WHINY.
Seriously, emo-crybabies drive me up a wall.
Some choice quotes (sth means something):
"I've seen photos here, girls look like they've come from a dream... The proper look can be achieved only by talented and beautiful people, and this is sth I'll never have.
Aristocrat styles,,, I'll try maybe, And maybe not. Decided to stop doing everything to look good in sth uncommon... Maybe my destiny is to be a part of a crowd."
"I hate myself for being that stupid, for trying to make sth out of nothing, for being such a shame at important events...
Understanding of styles... I'd love to. But, as i mentioned before, I have no sense of style. Wasn't born with it."
"Thanx... But I look in the mirror and see what I see. Glad to have heard the truth. Nobody here told me what I look like, but now I understood that was a shame to go out in... I've learnt my mistakes...
I do my best not to show natural ugliness - whatever I do, it will never be gone, that's sth nobody can change. Makeup skills are being improved.
I didn't do anything with velvet, just made another skirt and changed the bows. Thanx, but I feel I looked like a w***e - and I hate them.
I'm too tall and look so stupid... Like a "coat-hanger" - here this expression is used to refer to tall and too thin girls, particularly to those on catwalks at fashion shows.
I'm grateful for all advice, I got to know what's really going on and made conclusions.
Thanx... Next time... I'll dream of it, but I'm not sure I'll be brave enough to do anything again. Too many failures in all styles I've tried on.."
"Thanx... That makeup was found at some site, a girl was showing how to do Mana's makeup. Cool explanations, but for Asian eyes. I had to change the makeup a bit.
I will think, but,,, the decision is almost made. I feel like an old woman, not like a girl...
Thank you, but the face is drawn. My real one is awful.And the body... It's just a skeleton in skin...
I wish I had a heart to be kind with... ^^
I feel my just-started dress will be a failure too, so afraid of making it up to the end..."
I just...Christ, get the fuck out of the community already, and get yourself some fucking self-esteem help.
I used to think I was ugly, back when I had zero friends. I used to be called ugly every day. I used to be able to count every one of my ribs, and I could suck my stomach in so far that it looked like aliens had carved out my insides for experiments(I got called ugly holocaust survivor once even). My body weight was completely okay, I just was really, really fit with almost no body fat. But even under all that daily abuse, I still liked myself, even if no one else did. I could still find the good in myself.
And back then, I didn't have the internet. But I still wouldn't have been THIS FUCKING PATHETIC & WHINY.
Seriously, emo-crybabies drive me up a wall.
Some choice quotes (sth means something):
"I've seen photos here, girls look like they've come from a dream... The proper look can be achieved only by talented and beautiful people, and this is sth I'll never have.
Aristocrat styles,,, I'll try maybe, And maybe not. Decided to stop doing everything to look good in sth uncommon... Maybe my destiny is to be a part of a crowd."
"I hate myself for being that stupid, for trying to make sth out of nothing, for being such a shame at important events...
Understanding of styles... I'd love to. But, as i mentioned before, I have no sense of style. Wasn't born with it."
"Thanx... But I look in the mirror and see what I see. Glad to have heard the truth. Nobody here told me what I look like, but now I understood that was a shame to go out in... I've learnt my mistakes...
I do my best not to show natural ugliness - whatever I do, it will never be gone, that's sth nobody can change. Makeup skills are being improved.
I didn't do anything with velvet, just made another skirt and changed the bows. Thanx, but I feel I looked like a w***e - and I hate them.
I'm too tall and look so stupid... Like a "coat-hanger" - here this expression is used to refer to tall and too thin girls, particularly to those on catwalks at fashion shows.
I'm grateful for all advice, I got to know what's really going on and made conclusions.
Thanx... Next time... I'll dream of it, but I'm not sure I'll be brave enough to do anything again. Too many failures in all styles I've tried on.."
"Thanx... That makeup was found at some site, a girl was showing how to do Mana's makeup. Cool explanations, but for Asian eyes. I had to change the makeup a bit.
I will think, but,,, the decision is almost made. I feel like an old woman, not like a girl...
Thank you, but the face is drawn. My real one is awful.And the body... It's just a skeleton in skin...
I wish I had a heart to be kind with... ^^
I feel my just-started dress will be a failure too, so afraid of making it up to the end..."