financial crisis
I've applied to consolidate again. I may be imagining it, but I sense that I will be laid off very soon. We just don't have any work. It's terrible. I've worked so hard with this company, and have busted my ass for them. I have next to no work for the next few weeks, and a billability goal that is absolutely impossible to meet. Tomorrow I have to dress up like a businesswoman and attend a business development meeting near Palm Springs. The work that we're going after will not even happen until next year, but at least I'll be a part of trying to get the work. I hate to have my superiors being in charge of my future work load. I'm still an "Assistant" Project Manager, and therefore have no clients of my own. My fate is in the hands of my boss.
How could I be making 45k and not be able to pay my bills? I'm applying to jobs that range from 45 to 55k so hopefully I'll get a raise if I switch jobs. I just want to pay this shit off so that I can concentrate on getting my ass back into grad school. NOw that I know that I can't live at home I need a better plan. I've also looked into second jobs but I can't really justify working 60-75 hrs/week with those extra hours making 8 bucks an hour or something. I will go crazy. I already am going crazy.
How could I be making 45k and not be able to pay my bills? I'm applying to jobs that range from 45 to 55k so hopefully I'll get a raise if I switch jobs. I just want to pay this shit off so that I can concentrate on getting my ass back into grad school. NOw that I know that I can't live at home I need a better plan. I've also looked into second jobs but I can't really justify working 60-75 hrs/week with those extra hours making 8 bucks an hour or something. I will go crazy. I already am going crazy.