Dear Jillian
It's been exactly a week since I've spoken to you, and longer since I've seen you. I had to call you tonight to arrange to pick up my truck. Of course it is just the circumstances, but you can't pick me up at the airport because you have class. How many times have I picked you up and dropped you off at an airport? You really piss me off. Tonight you said that you would leave me alone if that's what I wanted. We'll see how long that lasts. You've said it before but as soon as you need something then you'll call. Even if all you need is for me to listen to you.
I'm writing this down so that I will read it later and remember that you're not worth this heartache. You've used me, you're selfish, and I will never again feel loved by you.
I'm moving on. As much as I want you to show up on my doorstep with flowers and kisses and apologies, I NEED you to leave me alone. You've hurt me and you don't even care. I would never have done this to you. I let you do this and I hate myself for it.
Leave me alone.
I'm writing this down so that I will read it later and remember that you're not worth this heartache. You've used me, you're selfish, and I will never again feel loved by you.
I'm moving on. As much as I want you to show up on my doorstep with flowers and kisses and apologies, I NEED you to leave me alone. You've hurt me and you don't even care. I would never have done this to you. I let you do this and I hate myself for it.
Leave me alone.