whiney pants
i've noticed lately that if i'm not bitching then i'm whining, and if i'm not doing that, i just feel awful. i've honestly felt bad for over a year now. between my back and the leg and the PE, health-wise i am just not all together. now, emotionwise i'm in about the same place. that would be why i'm always saying that life sucks.
i think i have just too much on my plate. there's not much i can do about all that except to take one thing at a time. i'm having a little problem with not seeing the forest for all the trees in my way. every little molehill seems like mt. everest. i'm sure there will be a day when things are so bad. i'm sure there will be a morning when i wake up and everything will be ok. i'm going to look forward to those days, and i'm going to enjoy the moments that i have each day where something good does happen. and maybe, eventually, those moments will get longer and turn into whole hours then days then weeks until i get to be my cheerful self again.
so what am i thankful for today?
1) i got my new office
2) i should have 1 maybe 2 bench days at most left on my big project
3) i got to talk to lindsay
i think i have just too much on my plate. there's not much i can do about all that except to take one thing at a time. i'm having a little problem with not seeing the forest for all the trees in my way. every little molehill seems like mt. everest. i'm sure there will be a day when things are so bad. i'm sure there will be a morning when i wake up and everything will be ok. i'm going to look forward to those days, and i'm going to enjoy the moments that i have each day where something good does happen. and maybe, eventually, those moments will get longer and turn into whole hours then days then weeks until i get to be my cheerful self again.
so what am i thankful for today?
1) i got my new office
2) i should have 1 maybe 2 bench days at most left on my big project
3) i got to talk to lindsay