meh
I feel ill. I don't like it. For the first time in awhile I'm having a non alcoholic birthday party. Yay for games and BBQ.
I've been thinking alot today. I feel frustrated being stuck in the middle of things and I always feel like I should help, like I need to help. In this case I don't want to help any more. I don't feel like any body is doing anything for the right reason. I wrote my stupid statement trying to be vague and it got blown in a direction I would never expect. Apparently It was rewritten wrong. or something. That just made me sick to my stomach. I don't wanna know anything about anything anymore. I want somebody to do to the right thing and I have to stop being involved because it's just not working. Too little too late? Meh.
II'm sick of sitting at home alone, everybodies always busy. I remember when I was always busy trying to scrounge for time with my friends. HAHAHA thats funny.
I'd like things to just be fun and non dramatic for awhile.
I've been thinking alot today. I feel frustrated being stuck in the middle of things and I always feel like I should help, like I need to help. In this case I don't want to help any more. I don't feel like any body is doing anything for the right reason. I wrote my stupid statement trying to be vague and it got blown in a direction I would never expect. Apparently It was rewritten wrong. or something. That just made me sick to my stomach. I don't wanna know anything about anything anymore. I want somebody to do to the right thing and I have to stop being involved because it's just not working. Too little too late? Meh.
II'm sick of sitting at home alone, everybodies always busy. I remember when I was always busy trying to scrounge for time with my friends. HAHAHA thats funny.
I'd like things to just be fun and non dramatic for awhile.