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Soon it happens soon and my tummies all in knots and unsure. I mean I am sure, but its kind of funny. Some thing i've been thinking about and thinking about now it's happening and I'm scared shitless. I think part of it was for a while we were just bickering constantly. But we fixed that. It makes me feel better, that we could fix it. Thats a good sign right? Because you can't go through life with some body constantly at your side with out some bickering. As long as there's happy thoughts in between that last longer then the bickering. Also loving some body this much is scarey, what happens if he changes his mind or goes away for unspeakable reasons. What the hell would I do. Well shit you can't think about that. As is life. I think the same way about family and Amy. What the hell would I do with out them? Well you would just do, You would have to. So move on and be happy about your 900 dollar dress. LOL
OOOH My wrist hurts, I LOATH ten key. Why the fuck does any body need a class on ten key. I type really fucking fast and not being able to type numbers is frustrating. I should just know, no practice needed. FUCKERS.
Hmm disapointed said my myspace and you know what people did, aside from Amy. Just sent me a comment. Come on guys if you were really worried you'd pick up the fucking phone. Not that thats what I wanted. I was just saying!
Whatever, it's not the point it's really not. People are just funny, I've come to realize lately I've got two friends that really really love and care about me. Mike and Amy. Not to say my other friends don't care but I think I easily drop out of their lives at this point. You move on. . .things change you move on. It's ok. No bodies fault, it's how it goes right? Well then.
There's a livejournal post for ya.
OOOH My wrist hurts, I LOATH ten key. Why the fuck does any body need a class on ten key. I type really fucking fast and not being able to type numbers is frustrating. I should just know, no practice needed. FUCKERS.
Hmm disapointed said my myspace and you know what people did, aside from Amy. Just sent me a comment. Come on guys if you were really worried you'd pick up the fucking phone. Not that thats what I wanted. I was just saying!
Whatever, it's not the point it's really not. People are just funny, I've come to realize lately I've got two friends that really really love and care about me. Mike and Amy. Not to say my other friends don't care but I think I easily drop out of their lives at this point. You move on. . .things change you move on. It's ok. No bodies fault, it's how it goes right? Well then.
There's a livejournal post for ya.