what the fuck
I was all ready and excited I got threw it, he was comming home tonight. But he called and said he was staying another day and I can not believe myself I started fucking balling. He must think I'm such an idiot. Fuck. . . Another fucking day of waiting to see him. . . I'm so anxious about every thing. I thought it was over I thought I didn't have to wait any more. Dammit I feel sick to my stomach.